X: 12.11.17

#1. I was stalking Visha, this Indian friend from JC, on Instagram. I liked too many posts by accident, but I was pretty nonchalant about it. She had a new Indian boyfriend.

#2. I went out with some weird man and he tried to make me do something indecent to him. I walked to the toilet and asked myself why am I doing this but somehow, I felt quite desensitized.

#3. I had dinner at an art gallery that played classical music that bore an air of elegance. It was my second time there and I love the ambiance. While people weren’t looking, I discreetly plucked my leg hair.

#4. Bryan slept over in Benita’s room, they were fully clothed, sitting up on the bed. He had a strong opinion about something and looked as if he was going to argue anytime.



X: 07.11.17

#1. I bought things for Andy, Matthew and Denzel. As I was meeting Matthew, who stays in Sheares with Andy, I asked Matt to do me a favour and pass the things to Andy. Weirdly enough, he said that I should give it to his girlfriend Chelsea instead. He then went on to criticize my drawing which was a mansion with ducks.

#2. I played this Virtual Reality game where I could choose to rebel or not against the evil stepmother. I cannot remember my choice.

#3. I played bowling with special glass bottles that would not break? They were quite heavy but looked pretty, probably 80% opaque, in a dreamy, glittery mix of purple and white. I was quite intrigued by it.


X: 06.11.17

Disclaimer: In the midst of applying for Exchange in USA, I realised that dates in America are in the MM/DD format, which is unlike what we use here. Thus, to clarify, all the dates here are in the DD.MM.YY format. The next thing is, the next few dreams that I will be recording down are based on the little notes that I took down in my phone notes in a rush.

A group of girls, including me, were preparing to trick and treat for Halloween. We were all dressed up in our various costumes, ranging from a witch with a black cape to Wonder Woman with super short tights. It didn’t look slutty though as we were all children that looked about 15-16 years old.

This girl had this A3 sized sticker collection, the kind of stickers that you could paste on your face and would not fall off. At the top left-hand corner was my favourite Summiko Gurashi stickers, which I recognised that my sister had. We went to the toilet to paste them on our faces. Someone lost her iPhone. Someone found out that there was a sink in the toilet with a thousand weird ants or something, it really freaked us out.

X: sometime in Sept too

#1: I dreamt that JX, one of my primary school best friend was building a bird’s nest containing eggs for quails on my study table, with a few FLYING ANTS. I was incredibly shocked?!

#2: My mum wore my underwear

#3: back to JX. She was flying off for exchange and I kept delaying to send her off. Eventually, I left the house, took bus 27 and reached the airport at a record of 12 minutes, which is the time usually needed by CAR.

X: Sometime in September

My brother was holding a Canon EOS 760D (in reality, that is the camera I use in school) and an oddly long tripod stand around. He kept wanting to go out of the house at odd timings (like at night when everyone is about to sleep) to do stuff, proclaiming that it’s for Michelle or a girl that we have never heard of before. The next moment, he was bathing in our living room with another guy.  I felt very confused.

My sister argued that she wants to use the camera and it is not fair how my brother gets it all the time. My mum elucidated that the camera was bought by my daddy, in a bid to explain why my sister shouldn’t have ownership of the camera as and when she wants simply because it’s not hers. Then, my sister brought up a comparison between our cousins, where the sister gets to use the camera most of the time.

X: 30.08.17

Stacey was telling me about how her debate went, and her opponent was wearing a pale pink shirt with a big Tao Kae Noi logo in the middle of the shirt. 

I was waiting for V to come to my house and was getting pretty restless. I stood waiting, pacing back and forth. The door bell rang and I went to get it, ready to welcome V. But it wasn’t him. It was this old Uncle on a bike. And idk why but I helped him rotate his bike…

Lately I have been having really long, continuous dreams so I don’t get proper rest… and I don’t remember most of it after I wake up..

X: 14.08.17

I dreamt that C, one of my closest girl friends, was walking up some escalator in the mall. She had a rather obvious hickey on her neck (of about 3cm diameter). It was rather bloody, like the kind of wound you get when you fall down. I was trying to tell her about it but she was advancing up the steps swiftly.